4 months

Went back to college today to get my result..

hmm... the result is ok,

i m satisfy with it..

Thx to miss pat for giving such a good grade...

after getting the result, went to ask for the UK thingy..

cant imagine.. i m going to UK soon...

time flies, it's like a dream...

so from now till the time i depart to UK,

i got around 4 months holiday..

and this afternoon, i juz decide..

will stay at home n help in kindergarten

for the rest 4 months..

m i choosing the right way? i dunoo..

the kindergarten life will start at june...

n now i m gonna relax myself first n hav a good rest..

tmr, again, i m going to genting..

with dearest frens...

hope it will be a good n memorable gathering trip,

although this time is a bit short time..

and in august i m going to sabah..

to try to stand on the top of mount kota kinabalu...

so i m trying my best now to train myself in frim everyday..

hopefully by the time, i got enuf strength n stamina

to climb the highest mountain in Malaysia..

juz now hav a nice talk with 1 of the fren n cheng..

feel release after sharing out all my feelings...

should go to bed now..

if not tmr u will c panda in genting...

Make up my mind

The problem keep on appear in my mind the whole morning...

I really duno what should and wat can i do...

talk to mum juz now..

she analyse the problem and the consequences to me..

so from everything she told me,

i know mum dun really agree tat i help him...

mum is correct, human might change,

everything in this world will change without we realising it..

Talk to 1 of my best fren juz now also..

she also disagree tat i help him..

but, seriously i really dun wish to c him suffer..

anyway, he's still 1 of the importan person in my life..

so talk to cheng n wee after tat..

and i hav make up my mind in helping him this time..

wee is correct, this is not a small amount but still,

it is not too expensive also if it really can let me know him truly..

so, thx to wee's advise and cheng's big help..

i m going to help him..

hope he can really solve his problem...

Should i believe him??

After dint contact for long time...

he'd msg me this morning...

seeking for my help..

should i believe him?

i m so confuce now...

it's really over my ability..

i dun really know him now..

but before tat, when few years ago,

he was really a good guy,

a good guy tat i can totally believe in 100%..

but wat abt now? i duno..

i really hope tat he's still the guy tat i know, the guy tat i can believe..

i hope he dint change for all this years..

if like tat, then i can help him without any worry..

i hope tat i can really help him with this small amount..

god, pls lead his way..

show him the way to undergo all these problems..

i really hope ....

tat he's still the dear kai tat i know...

i hope he wont let me down....

Poor little gal, get well soon...

Visited little xing mei in Gleneagle Hospital juz now...

she has been admited wad since last thursday...

really pity her..

fever for many days cause of lung infection...

juz now saw her, she looks so tire but still try to play with us...

it really make me feel heart so pain..

i love her so much...

she is really a cute and good gal...

she's so understanding and clever..

but, juz she's a special kid,

she's a bit slow in walking and talking..

may god bless her and take care of her..

she should like others normal child..

run around in the playgroud, calling mommy and talking non-stop...

hope she will get well soon and become a normal child soon..

god, pray to u , may u bless her with all the love and power...

I m blur...

Juz came back from the trip last night...

Trip?? yeah, it's a trip.. with coursemate...

the trip start at monday n ended yesterday...

it's damn tiring..

first we went to penang n spent a night there..

tat night, i was forced to watch a ghost movie.. Coming Soon..

it's so so soooo scary..

dint watch this kind of movie for ages dy..

and tat night really wanna kill me..

most of the time i was covering my eyes with hands..

waste my money for the ticket only...chew....

Then the nxt day we went to langkawi...

spent 3 nights in the island...

it's quite a boring trip i can say...

not much places we visit..

but then the money spent like hell...

i spent around thousand there... wtf.....

drinking is the basic activity can do in langkawi..

and i'd really drink a lot..

got drunk until i dun even know wat m i doing or saying..

and sure a lot of secretes been disclosed...

hmm.. let's forget abt everything lar.....

but for me, langkawi is always a good place as i like the beach + alcohol..

and i can get both thing there...

after 3 nights in langkawi, then back to penang..

then came back from penang last night..

bring back the yummy yummy rojak from this small town called parit buntah..

it's the best rojak i've ever test..

thx to the fren who bring us for this famous rojak..

after the trip, i felt a bit down..duno y..

it's seem like everything has over...

and i got nothing to do now...

grrr....... i also duno wat m i crapping abt..sien....

hmm... rest for few days, then again genting trip is waiting for me..

will be going to genting on coming thursday..

and hope this time will be the good 1 and hav more fun....

Music-Man Concert

Juz came back from LeeHom Music Man Concert in Bukit Jalil..

I m not LeeHom's fans...

But there is an extra free ticket for me,

so i juz follow my cousins to the concert.

We were super early when we reach Bukit Jalil..

I enter the stadium at around 7pm and i got a nice seat..

waiting for more than one hour,

then it started with Daniel Lee singing...

Yeah, Daniel, one of the super idol in Malaysia..

I love him especially his voice very much...

Because of him, appear on the stage,

this make me start feeling a bit high...

But he's not the VIP tonight la...

So roughly 8.30, the VIP shown up at the stage...

The fans scream like hell...

but i m juz normal.. not LeeHom fans wat...

all those LeeHom fans pls dun kill me lar...

But it's undeniable tat LeeHom is really talented..

He can play a lot of music instruments..

Tonight concert he show his good guitar skill,

he play drum, violin, and piano too..

and he sang about 20 somethings songs..

Some of his songs r really nice...

but i m not affected by the environment surrounding,

i m not as high as other audience...

I m juz like normal i can tell...

It was a middle-rate concert i can say...

Juz now they ask me, if not LeeHom, then who can make me high?

I din giv them the answer..

but my answer is, for sure Power Station will make me high..

Power Station really got the power which can make me excited...

Power Station, my super n forever idol...

UrGGhh.... m i affected by somebody??