Happy Birthday to the little one....

Happy birthday to little xing mei....

poor girl, birthday without momma at the side...

so, i teman girl girl today n hope she had a great day...

she'd blow 3 birthday cakes for her big day..

but tonight i thk she's a bit pek chek dy..

so, she cry when it's time to blow the candle...

hopefully she's all right and dint frighten by the candle n fire...

wish her with all my sincere heart..

grow healthier and smarter...

all the best to u, my darling little girl ~ ~

Balik Kampung Tmr

Been staying in kindergarten for 2 weeks...

spending more than 12 hours there per day...

it's really exhausted...

This 2 weeks was busy preparing my uncle birthday celebration thingy...

4-5 times meeting per week..

so i dun hav time left for myself...

rushing here n there, preparing this that....

the big day will be on tmr..

so hopefully after this, i can be a bit free...


Tmr, balik kampung for the big celebration....

Update**

Long long time din update the blog dy...

recently my life is quite busy...

start working in kindergarten dy..

everyday morning hav to wake up early,

go to kindergarten n facing all the monkeys...

some of them r cute but some are really naughty...

so normally i will stay in kindergarten from 8am to 4pm or even 7pm,

from monday to friday...

then saturday work in office for half day...

this is my life for the moment,

while waiting to go to UK..

i m quite looking forward for UK life..

the preparation still in process..

now waiting unconditional letter from Uni..then need to apply visa..

recently money spending like hell...

i need more money, money, money ! ! !

4 months

Went back to college today to get my result..

hmm... the result is ok,

i m satisfy with it..

Thx to miss pat for giving such a good grade...

after getting the result, went to ask for the UK thingy..

cant imagine.. i m going to UK soon...

time flies, it's like a dream...

so from now till the time i depart to UK,

i got around 4 months holiday..

and this afternoon, i juz decide..

will stay at home n help in kindergarten

for the rest 4 months..

m i choosing the right way? i dunoo..

the kindergarten life will start at june...

n now i m gonna relax myself first n hav a good rest..

tmr, again, i m going to genting..

with dearest frens...

hope it will be a good n memorable gathering trip,

although this time is a bit short time..

and in august i m going to sabah..

to try to stand on the top of mount kota kinabalu...

so i m trying my best now to train myself in frim everyday..

hopefully by the time, i got enuf strength n stamina

to climb the highest mountain in Malaysia..

juz now hav a nice talk with 1 of the fren n cheng..

feel release after sharing out all my feelings...

should go to bed now..

if not tmr u will c panda in genting...

Make up my mind

The problem keep on appear in my mind the whole morning...

I really duno what should and wat can i do...

talk to mum juz now..

she analyse the problem and the consequences to me..

so from everything she told me,

i know mum dun really agree tat i help him...

mum is correct, human might change,

everything in this world will change without we realising it..

Talk to 1 of my best fren juz now also..

she also disagree tat i help him..

but, seriously i really dun wish to c him suffer..

anyway, he's still 1 of the importan person in my life..

so talk to cheng n wee after tat..

and i hav make up my mind in helping him this time..

wee is correct, this is not a small amount but still,

it is not too expensive also if it really can let me know him truly..

so, thx to wee's advise and cheng's big help..

i m going to help him..

hope he can really solve his problem...

Should i believe him??

After dint contact for long time...

he'd msg me this morning...

seeking for my help..

should i believe him?

i m so confuce now...

it's really over my ability..

i dun really know him now..

but before tat, when few years ago,

he was really a good guy,

a good guy tat i can totally believe in 100%..

but wat abt now? i duno..

i really hope tat he's still the guy tat i know, the guy tat i can believe..

i hope he dint change for all this years..

if like tat, then i can help him without any worry..

i hope tat i can really help him with this small amount..

god, pls lead his way..

show him the way to undergo all these problems..

i really hope ....

tat he's still the dear kai tat i know...

i hope he wont let me down....

Poor little gal, get well soon...

Visited little xing mei in Gleneagle Hospital juz now...

she has been admited wad since last thursday...

really pity her..

fever for many days cause of lung infection...

juz now saw her, she looks so tire but still try to play with us...

it really make me feel heart so pain..

i love her so much...

she is really a cute and good gal...

she's so understanding and clever..

but, juz she's a special kid,

she's a bit slow in walking and talking..

may god bless her and take care of her..

she should like others normal child..

run around in the playgroud, calling mommy and talking non-stop...

hope she will get well soon and become a normal child soon..

god, pray to u , may u bless her with all the love and power...

I m blur...

Juz came back from the trip last night...

Trip?? yeah, it's a trip.. with coursemate...

the trip start at monday n ended yesterday...

it's damn tiring..

first we went to penang n spent a night there..

tat night, i was forced to watch a ghost movie.. Coming Soon..

it's so so soooo scary..

dint watch this kind of movie for ages dy..

and tat night really wanna kill me..

most of the time i was covering my eyes with hands..

waste my money for the ticket only...chew....

Then the nxt day we went to langkawi...

spent 3 nights in the island...

it's quite a boring trip i can say...

not much places we visit..

but then the money spent like hell...

i spent around thousand there... wtf.....

drinking is the basic activity can do in langkawi..

and i'd really drink a lot..

got drunk until i dun even know wat m i doing or saying..

and sure a lot of secretes been disclosed...

hmm.. let's forget abt everything lar.....

but for me, langkawi is always a good place as i like the beach + alcohol..

and i can get both thing there...

after 3 nights in langkawi, then back to penang..

then came back from penang last night..

bring back the yummy yummy rojak from this small town called parit buntah..

it's the best rojak i've ever test..

thx to the fren who bring us for this famous rojak..

after the trip, i felt a bit down..duno y..

it's seem like everything has over...

and i got nothing to do now...

grrr....... i also duno wat m i crapping abt..sien....

hmm... rest for few days, then again genting trip is waiting for me..

will be going to genting on coming thursday..

and hope this time will be the good 1 and hav more fun....

Music-Man Concert

Juz came back from LeeHom Music Man Concert in Bukit Jalil..

I m not LeeHom's fans...

But there is an extra free ticket for me,

so i juz follow my cousins to the concert.

We were super early when we reach Bukit Jalil..

I enter the stadium at around 7pm and i got a nice seat..

waiting for more than one hour,

then it started with Daniel Lee singing...

Yeah, Daniel, one of the super idol in Malaysia..

I love him especially his voice very much...

Because of him, appear on the stage,

this make me start feeling a bit high...

But he's not the VIP tonight la...

So roughly 8.30, the VIP shown up at the stage...

The fans scream like hell...

but i m juz normal.. not LeeHom fans wat...

all those LeeHom fans pls dun kill me lar...

But it's undeniable tat LeeHom is really talented..

He can play a lot of music instruments..

Tonight concert he show his good guitar skill,

he play drum, violin, and piano too..

and he sang about 20 somethings songs..

Some of his songs r really nice...

but i m not affected by the environment surrounding,

i m not as high as other audience...

I m juz like normal i can tell...

It was a middle-rate concert i can say...

Juz now they ask me, if not LeeHom, then who can make me high?

I din giv them the answer..

but my answer is, for sure Power Station will make me high..

Power Station really got the power which can make me excited...

Power Station, my super n forever idol...

UrGGhh.... m i affected by somebody??

再见了

在nilai的最后一夜

说不出的心情 搞得我没法入睡

今天presentation完毕之后 顿时松了一口气

但也有一股想哭的念头

毕竟这场presentation

是我在nilai的最后一次努力+心血，

它在我diploma的生涯里 画上完美的句点

蛮成功的一场presentation

在这一切结束的那一刻 心中有一股莫名的感动

再加一点点的激动

舍不得那些课室

舍不得那些老师

舍不得那群朋友

从课室回到房间的同时 我仔细地再环顾校园一次

隐隐约约地 看到我和朋友们 留过的痕迹

这一切都即将成为过去


晚上 再次和朋友去了KTV

不知道 以后还会有多少机会 像这样的和他们聚在一起

所以我会珍惜 每一个能够腻在一起的机会

珍惜 每一分每一秒 相处的时光


明天 就必须和这里的一切 说再见

我会永远记得 并怀念这一切的


在这篇 找不到任何句号

因为 我真的很不想 为它画上句号

复杂心情 。不舍

今天是training的最后一天，时间过得真快。。

不知不觉，在FELDA已经快三个月了。。

最后一天的感觉如何？？我不知道。。

轻松？解放？不舍？复杂的心情，弄得我不知所措。。

放工的那一刻，和我同实习的异国朋友快哭了。。

我呢？应该也快哭了吧。。

但不是因为对FELDA的不舍。。

我知道，实习最后一天，也意味着我在Nilai的日子快结束了。。

在Nilai度过了两年多的时间，说长不长，说短又不真的很短。。

在回宿舍的路上，我静静的望着天空，

回想起当初刚进Nilai的情景。。

从陌生，不习惯，到熟悉，再到舍不得。。

在这里认识的朋友们，有些交情深，而有些则是哈罗拜拜的。。

有些在半途插进来，又有些半路就离开了。。

我是个害怕分离的人，尤其是跟要好的朋友分离，

所以常常在交朋友时，不敢放太多的感情，

深怕感情加升了，分离时就更不舍。。

但在这两年多的时间里，我确实交了些感情要好的朋友，

他们一路陪伴着我，分享着我的喜怒与哀乐，

这使我更加害怕面对即将离开Nilai的事实。。

但不管怎样，这就是人生，必须面对分分合合。。

有位朋友曾告诉过我，

人生总有许多悲欢离合，

不管我们愿不愿意，都必须学会如何去面对它。。

在这里剩下不到一个星期的时间，

今天我选择不回家，只为了能多点时间呆在这里。。

接下来我会慢慢的，一一的，更这里的一切说再见。。。

Rest in Peace.. Ah Sang

Long time no read newspaper dy...

basically i read newspaper once in a week,

tat is during saturday in the office...

i can nicely read it word by word..

Not reading newspaper means not knowing wat happening out there..

today during lunch, juz heard from a fren of mine..

a shocking news..

tat's Ah Sang past away few days ago due to breast cancer..

i was so shock when knowing abt this sad news..

Ah Sang... a taiwanese singer, one of my favourite singer..

i cant remember since when i started to listen to her song..

but i know it's has been at least 5 years..

She had a miracle voice tat will make u feel so comfortable..

This unforgettable voice has been accompany me for so many periods,

whether i m down, in bad mood, or even during my exam period..

Ah Sang's voice let me feel so relax

especially during mid night..

when the surrounding is so quite,

when everybody is deeply in their dreams..

her voice also make me recall back my A-level exam period..

tat time i always study late in the night..

n her voice make me feel awake n fresh n relax..

Long time dun hav Ah Sang's news...

but now suddenly got her death news...

i really couldn't accept it...

Life is really unpredictable..

we wouldn't know wat will happen tmr, or even next second...

so we must treasure every breath we hav,

treasure every chances together with the love one...

I will always remember this special voice..

Rest in peace, Ah Sang....

Paddington House of Pancakes

Finally, the problem of photo transfer can be solve...

and after delay for so long,

i m going to introduce 1 of my favourite restaurant now..


Yeah ~ ~ Paddington House of Pancakes...

It's located at The Curve, 2nd floor of The Street...

As i know, 1 U also has branch..

but i never try before...

This paddington House of Pancakes got more than 130 type of pancakes from all over the world..

It has many types of pancake... and different way to serve the food..

like western style, dessert style, burger style, bla bla bla,

a lot, too many till i couldn't count...


That day after movie -- Slumdog Millionaire, at 1U,

we decided to go to The Curve for dinner..

and yeah, we choose this Paddington Pancakes..

The very 1st time, was bro bring me there..

tat time was the anniversary of bro n his gf..

and yet, i was there to be the bulb.. heheh..

bro gf ( now is wife la.. ) strongly recomment this pancake to me..

and i was in love with it at the 1st time..

and so the 2nd time when sis back from UK,

we went again..

and off course, sis loves it too la...


So after so many times,

this is my favourite of the favourites.... Treasure Box... RM 17.00

everytime sure i will order this..

It is the bite sized dollar pancakes with strawberries, bananas, plum, peaches, raisins, nuts, cinnamon & ice-cream...

sounds good huh ? ?

yeah, it's really fantastic.. i love it so much..




Next, duno wat is this call...

It's something name Pangkor..

this is because it is seafood..

it is deep fried mixed seafood, fresh button mushroom & tartar sauce.. RM 22.50

The fried seafood not bad..




Then, this is the minced chicken & basil, with sour cream, mashed potatoes and mozzarella..

It's RM 18.50..

1st time try it.. but i dun really like it..

This 1 is salad..

maybe it is Norway type of salad as it's named Norway..

It's the combination of delectable and healthy slices of smoked salmon, quail's egg and mesclun salad with lemon olive oil dressing and splotches of sour cream... RM 23.50

for this 1, i dun like the taste..

the smoked salmon taste so raw.. i scare the fishy smell..

so for me, it's bad...

The last 1 is this, maple baked mixed fruits... RM 23.50

It has peaches, plum, pineapples, strawberries, blueberries and ice-cream..

it taste quite good also.. i like it too...

this is all the food tat we order tat day..

now i feel like want to eat la...

hmm..... i wonder when's my next time to Paddington pancake ler ? ?

3 月17日

3月17日，阴天

喜欢今天的天气

喜欢今天的天空

但却在今天

又再次沉溺于思念中

强烈的思念着那一个人


翻阅过去的点点滴滴

在零零碎碎的回忆中

寻找着那仅仅的温暖


或许，日后

我们将成为陌生人

或许，若干年后

我们将不再记得彼此


但就在今天

请容许我放纵自己

疯狂的思念他


哭了

累了

倦了


后来

才明白，原来

我们只是彼此生命旅程中

一个小小的过路客罢了

Fail to transfer the photos.. @.@

At first thought want to recommend another of my favourite restaurant,

but then something wrong with my hp file transfer..

duno wat happen to it, it juz cant read the files in my hp..

i thk it is the software problem..

but every time when i transfer photo, it was ok wat..

panic now..

and even when i wanted to get the photo for my report from hp,

also fail ! !

so today i gav a report without photo to miss patricia..

hmmmmm........... =(

hopefully i can settle it by next week,

and then i can post up my favourite restaurant..

heheh...

Shit ! ! REPORT ! !

Juz came back from outside..

went out with my coursemate..

it's good to chat with them after separated for some times..


Now, i got to kick my ass up,

to do the annoying internship report.. gosh!!!

we hav to show miss patricia our work tmr..

GRRR... not started yet..

how m i going to die???

This is me la,

always last minutes work..

hav to stay up all the night for the report...

ok.. start reporting now..

in Growth now..

Today i m in a new department..

Growth department..

I did the same thing here also,

which is tissue culture..

but this time is not culturing the banana, it's oil palm..

and it's much more easier than the banana culture..

so today i was quite easy n relax..

growth department got a lot of workers compare to banana block..

i thk abt 20 workers all together,

so it's quite hard to remember every of their name..

but i will try my best to remember every faces n names la..

one more thing,

in banana block, the hood is all new n the room division is so systematic...

but in growth there which is H block,

the hood is quite old n the room is very messy..

now i started to miss banana block dy..

everything is so good there, the workers r frenly too...

they even giv me a present as souviner during mu last day in block B..

i m very touch eh..

Delicious, only for the name, but not the food

Last night after visiting kai mou in kl sport medical center..


this weekend keep on travel btw kepong n hospital to giv him a companion..


back to the main point now,


after visiting him, we, gals , went to bangsar to hav our dinner..


Bangsar dun hav much choice of restaurant,

but more pubs available there..


so cheng suggested this Delicious Cafe in Bangsar Village..



it was almost 10pm when we step into it, but still

it was full with ppl n we hav to wait for 5 min for waitress to get us a seat..



This Delicious cafe food is something like Souled Out in Sri Hartamas..

there r main course of steaks, chops, fish n chips.. bla bla bla..

there is also pasta, soups, burgers, dessert.....

So.....

Dang Dang ! !

mushroom soup with garlic bread RM 13.90

it's really taste good.. the best mushroom soup i hav ever taste..

it's concentrated with mushroom..

Pan-seared crispy skin salmon

served with coriander relish, asparagus n fried potatoes... RM 39.90

I dun like the coriander taste,

but i like that big asparagus.. great ! !

and the salmon not bad too...

Duck confit spaghettini with sun-dried tomatoes n coriander..

this 1 is really yukky, bad...

n it's very oily too..

we ordered this because it sounds special,


combination of duck with spaghetti..


but it dissapointed us..

And finally this Tiramisu in glass..

it's not yummy too..


it taste a bit wierd..


n this wierd taste, small glass of dessert cost RM 12.90




There is another cheese burger served with salad n fries..


but before i take out the camera,


Sue already put it in her mouth..


she's really hungry eh...

so i cant post it up here..hehe


anyway, the salad n fries taste normal..


but the burger was really unsavoury..


the beef inside was not in a round piece but it's more like mince beef..


Bad, BAd , BAD ! ! !


And this awful thing cost roughly RM13..



So basically, this cafe is out of ranking..


I will not go n hav my meal there ever again..


if possible la.. haha..

Gonna say bye to Block B

4 weeks past...

it's so fast..

I've been in FELDA for 4 weeks dy..

almost 1 month..

so tmr will be my last day in Banana Block..

we r rotating to different department every month..

i gonna say bye to all banana workers n also my ketua..

after 1 month, i get along with them quite well..

all of them r so frenly n helpful..

teach me n help me in a lot of things..

thousand thanks to them..

So after tmr, i will be going to Growth department..

quite looking forward, duno how's the department n workers will be..

hopefully everything will be smooth..

Memorable Trip ^~^

After so so long,

now only i decided to post it up..

My US trip ~ ~

It was really great, and sure i got the chance to catch the snow..

yeah~~ snow ! ! It's snow ! !

There is a christmas song abt ' i dream of a white christmas ~ ~'

and i'd really experience it..

We depart from kl on 11th of Dec last year..

it's so long dy huh..

We rent the bus to airport as there r too many of us..

Before enter the departure gate..

we were on the plane for abt 18 hours n transit in Taiwan..

Taiwan, one of the places tat i always wanted to go..

but we can only hang around in the airport as we only hav not more than 2 hours time there..

After 3 meals, so many songs i had listen, so many hours of sleep,

finally we reach Los Angeles international airport..

It was simple and crude as it is an old airport, and it's under construction too..

By the time when we came out from custom,

it's 5 something local time, but the sky is totally dark dy..

Our tour guide, Mr Kel Wong lead us to check in the hotel in LA, Wyndham Anaheim Park.

we were welcome by my 2 uncles n their family..

Uncle Watson n Auntie Lucy prepare a great welcome dinner for us at the hotel conference room..

It was really great ! ! Yummy Yummy~ ~

And 2 of my litttle cousin, Jason n Kayla, they r so understanding n kind-hearted..

they prepare for each 32 of us a drinking bottle with the lable n the name on it..

They r so sweet ~ ~

Tat night, i ate a lot of grapes n oranges there,

their fruits are so juicy n sweet..wow~ ~

The next day, it was LA Disneyland fun time..

The tour guide showing us the map in the Disneyland..

LA Disneyland was the 1st disneyland in the world..

It's so happening there..and it is the happiest place on earth..

The decoration n the environment was so great..

we were so excited n snap the picture around..

The duckling that i tot only appear in fairy tales,

but now i can see them with my own eyes.. cool ~ ~

we enjoy all the rides and show..

the parade by all the cartoon characters and fairy tale princes n princesses were really great..

We stay in Disneyland from 8 something in the morning till 10pm in the night..

And it was so cold at the night time,

i almost freeze when waiting for the shuttle bus to back hotel..

Everybody was so tire tat day and we had a good rest and ready for 3rd day trip...

Will be continue soon~ ~ ^~^